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This Blog's Focus, or lack there of

Edith Wharton said "There are two ways of spreading light ...To be the candle, or the mirror that reflects it." That's what this blog is about, how the light of other people and the world around me have reflected off and in me. . .or other things when I need to write about other things, like walking, lizards, or fruit. There will be pictures of plants. All pictures are taken by me, unless noted.

I say what's on my mind, when it's there, and try to only upload posts that won't hurt or offend readers. However, readers may feel hurt or offended despite my good intentions. Blog-reading is a matter of free choice, that's what I have come to love about it, so if you are not pleased, surf on and/or leave a comment. I welcome any and all kind-hearted commentary.

It's 2012 and my current obsessions are writing and walking, sometimes at the same time. And books. I'm increasingly fascinated by how ebooks are transforming the physical book, forcing it to do more than provide printed words on a page.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Kitten Update

The kitties are a week and a half old and just yesterday began to venture out of the box. Trying not to get attached to any of them since we can't adopt any more animals, but they are extremely adorable and will soon need to be held, just to get them used to humans so they don't get too wild.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

House Flies and Stray Cats

I just killed a dozen flies. As a generally nonviolent person, the kind who carries spiders out of the house, I try to find more diplomatic ways of getting unwanted guests to leave my home. But I kill flies. Lately, be it weather shifts, global warming, hints of Armageddon, I've been doing a fair share of swatting. They have invaded my home, landed in my son's ranch dressing on his dinner plate, on my daughter's knee, and my maternal instincts have kicked in. A swatter and a hand vac makes me an efficient killing machine.

Speaking of mama instincts, here is the first photo of the brood. Last night it rain and she carried the babies out from under the shrubs and had tucked them on a shelf in our carport. We found them this morning snuggled between potting soil and a bag of lawn fertilizer. They lay so motionless and she clearly couldn't fit in the space with them to nurse or keep them warm, so I thought they might have died. My husband put on his EMT gloves and investigated. They still breathed, so he lifted them up and placed them in a cat carrier I had out-fitted with an old towel and placed by the babies. She's in there nursing them now.

What is it that makes it so easy for me to kill flies, and so essential that I help this stray cat with her litter? Cat babies are definitely more adorable than maggots. Maybe I'm just a sucker for cute.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Birth Announcement

Remember that male stray cat that had moved into my front yard? Well, he had three kittens under some plants in our courtyard. Guess I'm not the cat expert I thought I was, since I couldn't tell he was a she and was pregnant. They are totally adorable at one day old. No pictures yet, because the mom growls at anyone who comes near the babies.

The white cat on the left is Bigfoot, the 26-toed kitty born in our backyard last summer. In case you're wondering, we don't feed strays nor do we encourage them to birth their kittens in our yard. I think they just like the landscape and don't feel either of our three ferocious attack dogs are a threat. View other small pics of dogs to the left to see the dangerous pack of highly trained poop-eaters.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Walking by a March

I grew up in Berkeley in the late sixties, not so young that I can say I learned to march before I learned to walk, but pretty darn close, so I'm familiar with the concept of marching. As Americans, we have a constitutional right to freedom of speech and to peaceable assembly. And as coordinated creatures, we can exercise both of these rights and walk at the same time. There is something profoundly moving about marching with a bunch of people who, at least on one point, agree with how you feel. Whenever I have marched for a cause, I have felt empowered and connected to something larger and more important than myself. It's uplifting.

I've marched for lots of reasons. When I was young, I marched because my dad was marching and I, like an imprinted duckling, followed. I marched in protest of a war I didn't fully understand, but felt out of principle war was a bad idea. I marched to Save the Whales and that helped for a while. It's probably time to march again for that. I marched against military invasion of Granada. In college by then, so I had a little more political savvy than I had had the first time I protested war when I was still young enough to ride a banana seat stingray. But, in truth, I still don't understand the nuances of war. I see them as an action of absolute last resort. If I believe a war is treated as any way otherwise, I'm against it.

A few days ago while walking around Washington D.C., I came across a march of Tea Party constituents. I have to say, it was a strange experience. On the one hand, I recognized the slow gait of the marchers--the sign-holding, chanting, and crowd makes marching a low cardio form of exercise. I felt that familiar twinge of excitement in seeing a big group of citizens taking to the streets to get their voices heard. I love it when people exercise their constitutional rights in ways that don't cause physical harm to others. Regardless of whether or not I agree with whatever it is they are saying, I think it one of the coolest things Americans do.

Yet, while standing by a lightpole, watching the marchers march by wearing bright yellow tee shirts and chanting "Who are we?. . .Americans!",  I also worried about media and business propaganda and the manipulation of citizens with fear-mongering and its affect on our exercising of these rights. The cynic in me wonders who is financing the Tea Party movement. Is it really a grass roots movement or does it have corporate sponsorship? Why is everyone Caucasian? And generally old? Why was one guy carrying a sign in support of Sheriff Joe Arpaio? What is this all about? I didn't ask these kinds of questions when I tagged along behind my father. I took it on faith that his views were right. Or right, by being left. Why am a patriotic cynic now?

My faith in the American structure of society took a huge hit when the Supreme Court weighed in on the disputed election results in Florida during the Gore v. Bush presidential race. In my mind, if the Supreme Court was going to enter into politics, then nothing was sacred. Everything, including the Constitution was fair game for political manipulation. I used to really admire the Supreme Court, but I didn't even bother to stand on the famous front steps of the courthouse on this recent visit to Washington. Some of the justices who made the decision to render a decision on the election were already retired or deceased, but I'm still disillusioned. Had I just been illusioned for most of my life? Is truth really fiction? Are our rights inalienable or are they manipulable? Is Right all that's left? Is Right right? Has Left left? Politics hurts both hemispheres of my brain.

When I came home, every morning this week I was roused awake by my radio alarm to a story on the tea-party movement,  parts of a week-long series on NPR. Here's what I learned in between snoozes:
  • Tea Partyers are, according to Jonathan Rauch, contributing editor at the National Journal and guest scholar at the Brookings Institution: "White, Bright, and Right," meaning they are in fact mostly Caucasian, and are also educated and right-wing conservatives.
  • Tea Party backed candidates are also funded by the medical community and oil industry. Not sure why.
  • Tea Party constituents don't agree on everything, just like most any big groups of people

Personally, I'm a coffee drinker, but marching for a cause is still a really cool inalienable right.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

We Do Too Have Seasons

The grass along the canal has turned golden, so to all naysayers that claim the Southwest has no seasons. . .I say Ha! We may not get drowned in Autumn leaf drop, but there are signs of change. Soon I will need my slippers which I keep at the ready under my writing desk (see below).

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Goodbye August

So in the last storm my internet, phone, and TV went out and I'm ambling back into digital communication. While I was gone, August took a final hot breath and died. In memory of this late summer month, I give you these microfacts from the Googlesphere:
  • August is named in honor of Emperor Augustus Caesar, grand nephew of Julius Caesar, who got the month of July and the Orange Julius named after him. Neither of them invented the Caesar Salad.
  • Because July had 31 days, August got 31 also, so Augustus wouldn't seem a lesser Emperor than his grand uncle.
  • William the Conqueror replaced England's name for the month, the month of weeds, with August when he returned from conquering.
  • The Dog Days of summer come in August
  • August is National Psoriasis Awareness Month
  • August 8 is Admit Your Are Happy Day

Here are some dirtmen, our desert equivalent to Frosty and friends, my children built a few years back during the month of August. 






 
"August creates as she slumbers, replete and satisfied."
Joseph Wood Krutch